i really miss this:
- baby: omg omg omg omg
- ronnie: omg what?
- baby: i don't know what i was so excited about.
- ronnie: haha well okay
- baby: but it was really exciting typing that
- ronnie: yeah?
- baby: yeah!
- ronnie: well if it brought you joy then it was totally worth it
and
i was having a good day. there is only about 5 minutes total, out of the entire day that my mind functions correctly. the rest is just gibberish, and childish glee.
ah, sweet panic
bill bryson + world clock and wikipedia articles about deadly infections diseases scare me. why do i do this to myself? oh, right. because i’m an idiot, that’s why.
also, i sunny weather is a foreign concept to me, sunburns sound painful and global warming is frightening. okay sleep now hopefully no nightmares or neurosis.
i am happy i am happy i am going to be happy i am trying to be only happy.
repetitive: i miss japan so much, i have dreams that i am back there. at least i found what i am going to do with my life?
dear japan, i miss you.
すみませんセアタル. しかし私は日本の好なせいかつです。
you you you you you you you you you you
no school no school no school.
going to school.

